It’s been nearly a month since I posted a non-cartoon post. It wasn’t because I didn’t want to say anything but that that I wasn’t convinced that what I wanted to say was the right thing to say.
I’m convinced that God wants to use me to share with you. I’m convinced I have things I’m supposed to say.
I’m also convinced that I’ve done a poor job of utilizing what I believe as a filter for what I say.
I recognize that in order to fulfill my purpose I have to maintain and grow my audience. However, in the last six years of having this blog I’ve been much more likely to alienate the very people that I wanted to reach because I’ve selfishly said whatever I wanted to.
Jeremiah says this is stupid,
But I, the LORD, search all hearts and examine secret motives. I give all people their due rewards, according to what their actions deserve. (17:10)
I deserve terrible judgment for my selfish motives and actions and for taking my gifts and calling for granted.
I’m sorry. I repent. I want to do better.
So the delay in blog posts really is about trying to find who I am in Christ so I can be who I’m supposed to be for you.
I’ll let you know as I figure that out.